Baroness’ John Baizley: ‘I’ve Been Broken Down to the Basic Physical Functions of a 2 Year Old’
Since Baroness' catastrophic Aug. 15 bus accident in England, the members of the band now find themselves in the rehabilitation process after living through a 30-foot drop while their bus was traveling at a speed of around 50mph. Thankfully, it seems that the incident will only act as a pause for Baroness instead of an ending, as explained to us by frontman John Baizley, who recently offered Loudwire an exclusive interview about the crash, his injuries and his recovery.
In a conversation that bordered an hour in length, Baizley expressed his remarkable will to pass through the incredibly painful healing process, and hopes to be back touring with Baroness as soon as humanly possible. We'll soon be bringing you the entirety of our fascinating dialogue with Baizley, who spoke in great detail about the rehabilitation process, learning how to play guitar again with a severely damaged arm, remaining a loving and attentive father + much more.
In a small portion of our interview with Baizley, the musician and artist described his struggles with pain since the bus wreck and his intensive surgery to repair a severely broken arm and leg.
"I've been living with it now for close to seven weeks," says Baizley. "It's a physical pain, a corporeal pain that won't go away. I'm still not quite so far from the injury that I'm without pain. There's a 16, 17-inch scar going down my arm that hasn't healed yet. There's a small army of metal pieces inside which are not only keeping me together, but are also beginning to react with the organic parts of my body. At the same time, it's important for me, given he nature of my injuries, that I'm as mobile as I possibly can be. So I'm trying to move what doesn't want to be moved. All the while, this stuff is trying to heal up, so there's that pain."
He continues, "Along with that comes some very extensive nerve damage, which extends from the top of my shoulder all the way down to my fingertips. I essentially had all of the musculature and all of the nervous system removed from my arm for eight hours during the surgery. Once it was replaced, you're dealing with scar tissue and you're dealing with some parts which aren't going to work again. The top half of my arm has no physical feeling to it anymore, and won't. When I first came out of surgery, there was this very, very extreme and incredibly painful pins and needles feeling in my hand, which scared me at first because I was saying to myself, 'Oh God, what if this lasts forever? What if everything I touch hurts?'"
"I've been broken down to the basic physical functions of a 2 year old, and since the accident I've been trying to reclaim myself from all directions, and it doesn't happen without pain. It's still so fresh for me that I'm still waiting for the first moment of my life where just sitting here doesn't hurt."
Stay tuned for our the rest of our extremely in-depth interview with Baroness' John Baizley, where the accomplished artist goes into further detail about his injuries, the crash itself, how the experience affected his views on death + much, much more. Trust us, you won't want to miss it.